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Wishful Waiting

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This Gospel offers us the reassurance that Jesus understands how difficult it is to wait.  Jesus is in a state of wishful waiting.  He waits for the Spirit. He’d waited for his cousin John who would baptize him.  He’d waited for the day the Father would give the go ahead to His working miracles.  He’d waited for the “three days” and His resurrection.

And we, our Sisters have lived through waiting too.   Tomorrow we will mark the 11th anniversary of the day we took up residence in our one-story home (here) on Wichers Road.  Our sisters have waited, responded, moved from Pennsylvania, to Dallas House to San Antonio Plaza to a hotel turned Convent.  Then came the move of that building to the shores of Lake Jovita where we resided until our home for deemed a fire risk.  The Academy girls and the Sisters had “sleep overs” in the parish school auditorium and the homes of local families.   We waited and waited for the Bishop’s okay to build a new home, Benedictine Hall.  Then came the call of the Spirit to down-size, build and relocate to the residence we now call home.  August 18, 2014, our friends from St. Mark’s parish gathered us and our “things” and we set foot in this our “new home.”

From the beginning of His coming on earth Jesus taught us lessons in waiting.  Mary and Elizabeth waited nine months for the birth of their babies.  The Holy Family waited three years in Egypt until it was safe to return to Nazareth. Jesus waited 30 years to begin his public ministry.  He waited three days to respond to Lazarus’ sisters’ news that his friend had died.  He waited 3 years for His Father to prompt him NOW is the right time for His last supper with friends, time for betrayal and crucifixion, time to rest in a borrowed tomb until he would be raised from the dead.  He waited for the right time to reveal himself to Mary Magdalene in the garden and later to appear to the disciples and his mother Mary huddled in the upper room drawing strength and comfort from each other. in the upper room.  He’d waited 40 days for the time to ascend and take His place at the right hand of his father.

And we? Oftentimes what do we do with our waiting time?  We look for the shortest check-out lane knowing full well that the shortest line can be the longest wait if the clerk calls for a price check.  We grit our teeth (we hope unseen) if the buffet line slows as someone goes back to read the menu; or we repeatedly hit we “print” command on the keyboard in hopes we can hurry it up.   What are the words in the hymn by St. louis Jesuits, TRUST IN THE LORD?  “Wait for the Lord, you shall not tire; wait for the Lord, you shall not weaken.  For the Lord’s own strength will uphold you, you shall renew your life and live.”

The message in the Gospel also reminds us that choosing to do good requires on-going decision-making. We all know full well that life isn’t conflict-free no matter how holy, easy-going or patient a person we may be.  We well know, living in a monastery isn’t surefire protection. We’re all still human, with human limitations.  But we are also followers of Jesus who said, “What makes you think I have come to establish peace?  I tell you I have come to sow division.”  He is alerting us to be prepared for difficult decisions.

Jesus is letting us know beforehand that He is right in the middle of the fray. Recall He said: “I have come to set the earth afire.”  He is telling us that when we make the decision to follow him, we may face opposition from some quarters, perhaps even from our peers, our family or friends.  He cheers us on when conflicts arise, and He can foresee the peace of reconciliation coming down the pike.

Consider your choices: add fuel to the fire or bite your tongue, cool your jets and exercise patience.   Figuratively, if we engage the faucet and turn on the nozzle, we can control the hose that can put out the fire between us.  The landscape may look charred. The ashes will remain.  But out of the ashes will come new life: green plants and colorful flowers – some never seen before.  And yes – peace will come!

~Reflection by Sister Roberta Bailey, OSB

 

 

 

 

First Reading:  Jeremiah 38:4-6,8-10         Second Reading:  Hebrews 12:1-4
Gospel:   Luke 12:49-53
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Stay Awake and Be Ready

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The church offers the choice of dividing the Gospel passage into two sections.  It is the part that may be omitted that tells us: “Much will be required of persons entrusted with much.”  Luke couched that grim reminder with Jesus’ comforting words to his disciples: “Do not be afraid.”  We have been entrusted with so much, individually and collectively, that the words about the reciprocal demand could frighten us into inaction.  Our fears could make us feel that our feeble attempts to bring about peace and compassion and reconciliation are futile.  But we have the assurance of Jesus: Do not be afraid for your Father is PLEASED to give you the kingdom.  God is more than willing – God is PLEASED to give us the kingdom.   Thus, we must take delight in receiving all that the kingdom has to offer.  Do not be afraid but do be prepared.  “Stay awake!  Be prepared to see and greet the kingdom from afar.  Do not be afraid.”

I close with an excerpt of Nelson Mandela’s 1994 Inaugural Speech.  (Mandela’s words could be a homily in themselves)

 

Our deepest fear is not that we are inadequate.

Our deepest fear is that we are powerful beyond measure.

 

It is our light, not our darkness, that most frightens us.

We ask ourselves, who am I to be brilliant,

successful, talented and fabulous?

Actually, who are you not to be?

You are a child of God.

 

Your playing small doesn’t serve the world.

There’s nothing enlightened about shrinking

so that other people won’t feel insecure around you.

 

We were born to make manifest the glory that is within us,

It’s not just in some of us;

It’s in everyone.

 

As we let our own light shine,

We unconsciously give other people permission to do the same.

As we are liberated from our own fear,

Our presence automatically liberates others.

 

Nelson Mandela’s 1994 Inaugural Speech

 

~Reflection by Sister Roberta Bailey, OSB

 

 

Have a good week. Schools are starting this week – watch out for school buses and children on the roads … safety for all.

 

 

First Reading:   Wisdom 18:6-9         Second Reading:  Hebrews 11:1-2, 8-19
Gospel:   Luke 12:32-48
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Teaching is not what Jesus did; it’s who he was.

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This Gospel sets us pondering about what is important in our lives.  The man in the incident Luke describes holds a world view that is fairly exclusive, doesn’t he?  It’s just him and HIS things. Now he’s shocked to learn that he is about to lose his life. What good are his possessions going to be to him now?   Jesus makes his opinion quite plain.  “You fool! This very night your life will be taken away.  To whom will everything belong then?!”

Surprise! Jesus refuses to take the case.  Instead, Jesus gives the squabbling brothers a parable to “mull over”.   And, what’s the point of Jesus’ story?  It’s not even remotely related to the problem that the two brothers are having.  It features a wealthy landowner that doesn’t describe either of the siblings.  Then Jesus lumps the boys in the same pot as the landowner.  He calls than all “fools”.

Better take fair warning! There is danger in thinking this parable applies only to “those rich people.” To put the matter more pointedly, thinking of those rich fools enables me NOT to think of myself as a “rich fool.”

In this little parable Jesus probes our hearts.  “Where is your treasure?” he asks.   Don’t make the mistake that this farmer made.  Examine my story. The farmer wasn’t wicked.  He didn’t gain his wealth illegally or by taking advantage of others. He’s not particularly greedy. So, what’s wrong with building larger barns, renting a storage unit to store away some of today’s bounty for a leaner tomorrow?  This kind of thinking can lead us to ask: Is there anything wrong with hanging on to clothing we’ve outgrown but might wear again someday? Or stockpiling furniture that serves only as a “catch all” because it’s just too nice to give away?  What’s wrong with requesting more allowance than we actually need saying it’s so we can do charity?  But somehow, we never find a charity other than our own pockets.  What’s the matter with setting up a little enterprise to supplement our allowance?  Why can’t we accept or ask for money gifts or gift cards from personal friends giving them the impression that our community does not take care of our needs?

Notice what the farmer’s consistent focus is.   “What should I do? I have no place to store my crops.” “I will do this: I will pull down my barns and build larger ones, and there I will store all my grain and my goods.”   It’s his relentless use of “I” and “my” that betray a preoccupation with self. He’s fallen prey to worshiping the most popular of gods: the Unholy Trinity of “me, myself, and I.”   He gives no thought to using the abundance to help others.  This most likely is what leads to a second mistake: foolishness in thinking that making provision for the future; will secure one’s future.

Jesus used the opportunity as a “teachable moment.”  Life, he impresses upon us, does not consist in things; not even in having MANY things.  The farmer in the parable is a rich man, who fears he is not rich enough.  Jesus didn’t judge him; He did teach. He was teaching all of us how to live.  After all: “Teaching is not what Jesus did; it’s who he was.”

~Reflection by Sister Roberta Bailey, OSB

 

 

 

 

First Reading:   Ecclesiastes 1:2; 2:21-23         Second Reading:  Colossians 3:1-5,9-11Gospel:   Luke12:13-21

 

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Prayer

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It’s interesting to me that the disciples ask Jesus to teach them to pray “just as John taught his disciples.”   They wanted the words, didn’t they, for certainly Jesus had given them an example of prayer.  He had modeled time alone, told them to “go to your room and pray”.  They’d witnessed Him with raised eyes, hands and voice in intercessory prayer before miraculous healings.  But they, like us, want “the words to say.”  We forget sometimes that when we descend into our hearts, in silent waiting, it is there we meet the Spirit who is already praying within us.

We look for “words” … in a prayer book, on a holy card, in the life of a saint ….  We look for a guide, a director, a mentor.  I don’t mean to belittle the worthwhile role these spiritual aids play in our lives. They are often critical to our spiritual growth and our salvation.  We just need to keep in mind the tremendous role that Scripture plays in our lives. It is there that we read “the “Spirit of Truth will show you all things.”  St. Paul reminds us: “If you do these things, you can be saved. Be joyful at all times, pray without ceasing and give thanks for all things.”

In the shortened version of what we call the “Lord’s Prayer” we pray “give us each day”. We do not ask for a train load of blessings to last us all year – just today’s help, Lord, that’s all I am asking…   not even tomorrow’s help … just get me through today – I trust you will be there tomorrow – even when I feel like Mother Teresa once prayed: “I KNOW GOD WON’T GIVE ME ANYTHING I CAN’T HANDLE …  I JUST WISH HE DIDN’T TRUST ME SO MUCH.”

In the Gospel, did you notice the difference in the phrase regarding forgiveness in the Our Father?  We pray” forgive us our sins for we ourselves forgive everyone in debt to us.”   That statement is strong, firm, and expresses willingness to forgive everyone.   In the traditional version we pray “forgive us our debts, (or trespasses) as we forgive our debtors.”   It sounds as if God’s forgiveness to me is measured by my willingness to forgive others.  I like the second version even while I feel it is a greater challenge.  I commit, I promise:  I will forgive EVERYONE who is in debt to me.  No willy nilly “this one but not that one, at least not today.”  I forgive EVERYONE.  Think of that in a few minutes when we pray the Our Father… and at Mass tomorrow…  you are agreeing to forgive EVERYONE…  a huge and freeing commitment.

And we do that day after day after day.  Repetition isn’t just for those things we may have told our mothers were stupid… things like making the bed that we are only going to rumple up in a few hours or doing the dishes after every meal instead of collecting them until the cupboard is bare or cleaning the toilet that someone is going to mess up the minute I leave the bathroom.  Repetition perfects skill in music, in handwriting, in the acquisition of good, or bad habits.   And, in the repetition of daily chores (even the ones only I see), there is a meaningful expression of hospitality to myself and my companions.  In the repetition of the Psalms, of favorite prayers, and liturgical actions there is a meaningful acknowledgment of our creaturely participation in God’s creative act, day after day after day.

In today’s Gospel the church offers us three examples of prayer: first the GREAT prayer, then the “ask-seek-knock” words that have inspired hymns, and finally the story of the persistent neighbor which teaches us that knocking at the door gets God’s attention and rewards our persistence.  So, we pray, day after day for peace, for relief from suffering and war and for a forgiving heart.

Through our communal and personal prayer, we feed not only our own spirits, but we are, so to speak, attached by a spiritual cord to everyone with whom we have ever come into contact.  That is literally, collectively the cord that nourishes thousands of people.  We feed ourselves spiritually, and we also nourish all those contacts through our prayers.  Our prayer is universal.  We forgive everyone who is in debt to us.   Luke’s recollection of Jesus’ words in his Gospel is not everyone to whom we owe a debt … rather those who are in debt to us.  Who would that be?  And why would someone be in debt to me?

I’ll close with a story – a simplistic reminder that sometimes we just have to be in the right DIS-position to pray:

A priest, a minister and a guru were discussing the best positions for prayer.  Unbeknownst to them a TECO linesman was listening in as he worked with wires on the nearby pole.  The priest was saying:  “Kneeling is definitely the best way to pray.”  “No,” the minister said, “I get the best results standing with my hands outstretched to Heaven.” “You’re both wrong,” the guru said. “The most effective prayer position is lying down on the floor.” The repairman could contain himself no longer. “Hey, fellas,” he interrupted, “The best praying I ever did was when I was hanging upside down from a power pole.”

~Reflection by Sister Roberta Bailey, OSB

 

 

First Reading: Genesis 18:20-32                       Second Reading: Colossians 2:12-14
Gospel: Luke 11:1-13
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Fifteenth Sunday in Ordinary Time

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The dialogue in this Gospel starts with a question: “Teacher, what must I do to inherit eternal life?” It seems like a reasonable question, something you would ask a visiting rabbi.  But what was behind the question? On the one hand it may have been idle curiosity.   Or perhaps the person wanted to trick Jesus by poking fun at Him in front of the crowd.  Maybe, just maybe, the questioner thought that God might let anyone and everyone, including the riffraff, into heaven.  Was the raised voice from the crowd an enemy of Jesus, who was just out to get him?  Or might it have been pride? In his heart he may have been feeling: “Hey, look at me! I’ll be one of the few saved! These poor souls surrounding me – I hope they realize how pleased God is with me.”

It seems possible, too, that the question was neither purely academic nor a trick to entrap Jesus. It could have been a sincere question on a very personal level. Maybe the fellow was worried sick about himself, that he wouldn’t make it. Despair could have driven his question.  He was looking for the slightest sliver of hope.

In any case, we’re not told the outspoken one’s motivation. What we do know is how Jesus answered (or didn’t answer).  Instead of a direct answer, Jesus gives us another story, a very human story, a story that changed the world.

Often near the end of the TV evening news we hear news castors make reference to “Good Samaritan” stories.  For instance, a traffic accident witness stepped forward to offer assistance.

Here in our diocese, we know the Good Samaritan Society, perhaps best, through summer volunteerism.  The Good Samaritan Project (GSP), is a week-long service retreat led by the Office of Youth and Young Adult Ministry.   Middle and high school teens gather from across our Diocese to serve, pray, and have fun together for the betterment of the community and the Glory of God.  Our monastic community has been the beneficiary of services of youth and young adult groups from Las Vegas, California.  They have come from Catholic high schools and parish faith formation programs as well as our nearby university.  Local food banks and the Daystar Hope Center in Dade City have also benefited from initiatives such as  “Food for the World” Saturday and “Pack a Bag”.

Who knows how many trillions of dollars in charitable giving this one story from Jesus has inspired over the years? More than that, it has inspired countless small acts of human kindness that have made our world a more livable place.

Good Samaritans are people who open their schedules to accommodate another’s need.  They are persons who open their wallets or keep a fistful of fast food gift certificates to hand out the car window to the empty hands seen many mornings at the busiest of intersections.

Even people who are not God-followers or believers appreciate this ethical parable of Jesus. Re-read it.  Let it seep in.  Look at the words with fresh eyes.  Listen to the story. Read it aloud with open ears, hands and heart. (Read it now ….   ) “On one occasion an expert in the law stood up to test Jesus. Teacher,” he asked, “what must I do to inherit eternal life?”  Jesus replied: “What is written in the Law? How do you read it?”

~Reflection by Sister Roberta Bailey, OSB

 

 

First Reading:   Deuteronomy 30:10-14         Second Reading:  Colossians 1:15-20
Gospel:   Luke 10:25-37
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Let All The Earth Cry Out To God With Joy

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(At the outset let it be understood that what follows may appear to be fiction but it is not. St. Luke shared this with me.)

One day, when the man of God Benedict was doing Lectio and pondering how to incorporate his set of values into his manuscript directed to his followers, St. Luke entered his reverie.  What an inspiration!  Luke and Benedict chatted with each other for a spell.  Look Ben, (said Luke) you’ve consulted the writings of the one you call the Master.  May I suggest you look at my record of the sayings of THE Master.  Compare it with the 10th chapter of my Gospel. Sure enough!  Very many of our special Benedictine values are put forth by THE Master Jesus.  For instance:

+ A SPIRIT of POVERTY: take nothing with you (is how Jesus puts it) No money bags, no suitcase, no canvas bag or pretty tote and no sandals.  Or as you say it in your Rule: “No one may presume to give, receive or retain anything as her own, nothing at all, in short not a single item … no one shall presume ownership of anything. “

+ A SENSE of STABILITY: Jesus advises his followers: Into whatever house you enter, stay in the same house; don’t be moving from one house to another.   Benedict, you describe the first kind of monastics called cenobites.  From what you say, I sense this may be your preferred type of members.  “Those who belong to a particular monastery, where they serve under the rule of a superior.”

+ Further, Benedict, you expect these cenobites to follow Jesus’ way of life, personally and communally, practicing a SPIRIT of SIMPLICITY and ACCEPTANCE of WHATEVER IS AVAILABLE:  In your words:  Eating and drinking whatever is offered to you; whatever is set before you.

Benedict, my friend, you have an obvious understanding of human nature. Could we attribute that to your twin sister’s influence?  She took her turn as cook for her group of women whom she loved as ardently as you looked after the rough and tough gang of men that lived with you. It’s evident in your words: Taking turns serving one another, using an unvoiced system of gestures when anything is required.  And (yes, PLEASE God) it will save you a heap of trouble if you designate a weekly reader to proclaim the Holy Word throughout the meal.

In studying your Rule, Benedict, it seems to go without saying that there will likely be no harmony in the group unless the members all strive to AVOID EVIL and CLING to PEACE.   I (that is Luke) remind my readers: Remember what Jesus said (It’s right there in verse 9). “If peace is not present in the house where you find yourself, go out into the streets and shake the dust from your feet and leave that town.”  When you feel evil rising in you, get in touch with the cause – shame the devil – leave the occasion of sin.

In this weekend’s second reading St. Paul reminds us that we bear the marks of Jesus in our body.  Jesus conquered evil so that we, too, might be part of the new creation. We rejoice with the disciples, reveling as they did in first fervor.  We rejoice because “our names are written in heaven.”  Sing with Isaiah in the First Reading: We rely on the gentle care God has for us: we shall be carried in God’s arms, comforted as a mother comforts her child and fondles the child in her lap and delights in nursing the babe.  That’s the joy that can erupt in the words of tomorrow’s responsorial psalm: LET ALL THE EARTH CRY OUT TO GOD WITH JOY.

~Reflection by Sister Roberta Bailey, OSB

 

Let us remember each other in prayer on Friday, July 11th, the Summer feast of St. Benedict.

 

 

First Reading: Isaiah  66:10-14                     Second Reading: Galatians 6:14-18
Gospel: Luke 10:1-12, 17-20
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