This Gospel offers us the reassurance that Jesus understands how difficult it is to wait. Jesus is in a state of wishful waiting. He waits for the Spirit. He’d waited for his cousin John who would baptize him. He’d waited for the day the Father would give the go ahead to His working miracles. He’d waited for the “three days” and His resurrection.
And we, our Sisters have lived through waiting too. Tomorrow we will mark the 11th anniversary of the day we took up residence in our one-story home (here) on Wichers Road. Our sisters have waited, responded, moved from Pennsylvania, to Dallas House to San Antonio Plaza to a hotel turned Convent. Then came the move of that building to the shores of Lake Jovita where we resided until our home for deemed a fire risk. The Academy girls and the Sisters had “sleep overs” in the parish school auditorium and the homes of local families. We waited and waited for the Bishop’s okay to build a new home, Benedictine Hall. Then came the call of the Spirit to down-size, build and relocate to the residence we now call home. August 18, 2014, our friends from St. Mark’s parish gathered us and our “things” and we set foot in this our “new home.”
From the beginning of His coming on earth Jesus taught us lessons in waiting. Mary and Elizabeth waited nine months for the birth of their babies. The Holy Family waited three years in Egypt until it was safe to return to Nazareth. Jesus waited 30 years to begin his public ministry. He waited three days to respond to Lazarus’ sisters’ news that his friend had died. He waited 3 years for His Father to prompt him NOW is the right time for His last supper with friends, time for betrayal and crucifixion, time to rest in a borrowed tomb until he would be raised from the dead. He waited for the right time to reveal himself to Mary Magdalene in the garden and later to appear to the disciples and his mother Mary huddled in the upper room drawing strength and comfort from each other. in the upper room. He’d waited 40 days for the time to ascend and take His place at the right hand of his father.
And we? Oftentimes what do we do with our waiting time? We look for the shortest check-out lane knowing full well that the shortest line can be the longest wait if the clerk calls for a price check. We grit our teeth (we hope unseen) if the buffet line slows as someone goes back to read the menu; or we repeatedly hit we “print” command on the keyboard in hopes we can hurry it up. What are the words in the hymn by St. louis Jesuits, TRUST IN THE LORD? “Wait for the Lord, you shall not tire; wait for the Lord, you shall not weaken. For the Lord’s own strength will uphold you, you shall renew your life and live.”
The message in the Gospel also reminds us that choosing to do good requires on-going decision-making. We all know full well that life isn’t conflict-free no matter how holy, easy-going or patient a person we may be. We well know, living in a monastery isn’t surefire protection. We’re all still human, with human limitations. But we are also followers of Jesus who said, “What makes you think I have come to establish peace? I tell you I have come to sow division.” He is alerting us to be prepared for difficult decisions.
Jesus is letting us know beforehand that He is right in the middle of the fray. Recall He said: “I have come to set the earth afire.” He is telling us that when we make the decision to follow him, we may face opposition from some quarters, perhaps even from our peers, our family or friends. He cheers us on when conflicts arise, and He can foresee the peace of reconciliation coming down the pike.
Consider your choices: add fuel to the fire or bite your tongue, cool your jets and exercise patience. Figuratively, if we engage the faucet and turn on the nozzle, we can control the hose that can put out the fire between us. The landscape may look charred. The ashes will remain. But out of the ashes will come new life: green plants and colorful flowers – some never seen before. And yes – peace will come!
~Reflection by Sister Roberta Bailey, OSB





